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04 June 2006 @ 01:37 am
is it even possible for me to live through a spring anymore without missing the previous one to the point of misery? i've been reading my lj entries from a year ago for about the past hour...i want it back. maybe just because it's familiar...i don't know. i was so excited, about walikainen and CTD and everything in general. i'm jealous of that girl, she had so much ahead of her. maybe i'll be looking back next year and thinking the same thing, but it seems like i have to look back on things to be able to really understand them.
i definetly didn't feel this way the spring of my freshman year...but then, it all goes back to that, doesn't it?
christ. i guess i just have the usual fears that summer is going to blow. I just want it to be memorable, is that too much to ask?
definetly going to bed now.
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: circa survive
kplightningseedkplightningseed on June 4th, 2006 01:16 pm (UTC)
It's like you're in my head.