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18 June 2006 @ 11:02 pm

um, yeah. so i've had plenty of opportunities to update since i got back from d.c. on thursday night, but i've just been too lazy/busy. The judges at nationals didn't like our documentary too much, they seemed to think that Woodstock wasn't a very legitimate topic...and I was really nervous and not really prepared for their questions, Jen was able to just b.s. her way through them but she was nervous too. Needless to say, we didn't make it to the next round of judging or whatever...which was fine with us, because we got to wander around the city. It was a good time. maybe i'll post pictures...eventually.
Friday was Charlotte's birthday lunch/the Bridgefest parade...it wasn't quite as bad as I thought it would be, but I wasn't at all sad that it would be my last year. It still hasn't really hit me that i'm actually going to be a senior. It's just so wierd. 
Yesterday I chilled with Tommy and Kristin, always a good time. (We watched Ghost World, which kind of depresses me every time I watch it...but I still like it.)  
Obviously I've been spending ridiculous amounts of time with Zac, but he was camping with his family today (and Charlotte's at band camp) and I probably could have found something to do...but that didn't happen. So I went grocery shopping for my mom, went to the library in search of my paycheck that apparently doesn't exist yet, and spent the rest of my time watching crap TV and listening to the Doors. It's defintley summer.
my work schedule is pretty irregular, and that sucks. maybe i need money. Getting your wisdom teeth pulled also sucks, or so i've heard. I'm really, really dreading Thursday. *shudder* I'll pretty much be on drugs for the next few days, so feel free to call me or something and get a kick of how out of it I am. 
i think it's unhealthy how preoccupied with the past i am, and how i feel the need to always be comparing what happened on this day last year or two years ago or whatever. i guess may and june are always really pivotal for me, and it's strange that they weren't as much this year. this year has just been different...in general.
anyways. i love you all.

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Current Music: the doors - riders on the storm
tangerineskyxxtangerineskyxx on June 21st, 2006 04:33 pm (UTC)
So I had to go and creat a Livejournal account just to post this, because the whole anonymous deal was not agreeing with my computer. Anyways, maybe May and June weren't quite as pivotal for you this year because you expected them to be. Perhaps you're jaded... the older and wiser we are, and the more experience we gain with life, the less things phase us. Nothing really phases me and more, nothing is that surprising to me, it's like life can throw anything at you and you just learn to anticipate it. In the words of Tupac Shakur "That's just the way it is, things'll never be the same". But in the same song where I pulled that from, he also states "Some things will never change". Now I'm starting to get off into a whole other topic, which I may continue someday...but will leave it for another time. I love you Kate Flynn, I'm looking forward to discussing the mysteries of life with you soon. Peace out and stay fresh.